Ang selos....Bow...

Sabi ng nakararami, ang selos daw ay sukatan kung gaano kalaki ang pag ibig ng isang tao sa kanyang minamahal.
Natural lang daw ang damdaming ito.
Natural dahil nga nagmamahal ka nga.

Para sa mga taong hindi pa nakdarama ng tunay na pagmamahal, madaling bitawan ang mga salitang ito.

Ganyan ako noon.
Its been easy for me to utter those words it is because I havent shown how i truly love a person before.

Not until I met this lad.

Yeah, right. Lets just name him Jeunou. Yeah, he's kind and sweet.
He has this certain charisma to attract anyone in the crowd. Maybe for some it wont work but its a different thing on my case.

Yeap, you got it right. He got my attention.

I was ablle to have connection with this lad thru a certain social network.
In short, we got connected easily. (Siguro isa yan sa mga katangian ng mga call center agent, to EMPHATIZE AND TO CONNECT EASILY with the people they get to know with and that i guess is something dangerous.)

SO to cut the story short I happened to like him, regardless of whether he does like me too or not.
(Broke kasi ako nung mga time na yun kaya ayun naghahanap ako ng love sa iba.)

Ending, Busted.
Hindi naging kami pero naging ka room mate ko sya.
(And that will be a different story I will share in the future.)

Things are getting smoothly.
Accepted ko na yung fact na hindi nya ako gusto as a partner.
For whatever reason ayoko na alamin pa.
Pero one thing is for sure, HINDI AKO PANGIT. AHEHEHEHEHE.

Kidding aside, things are getting smoothly.
Isa na lang ang problema.
DI KO MAIWASAN ANG HINDI MAGSELOS.

Yeap, Nagseselos ako.
Tama, wala ako salugar para magselos.
Pero tulad ng pagmamahal, HINDI KO MAPIGILAN ANG SARILI KO.
HINDI KO KAYANG KJONTROLIN ANG SELOS NA NARARAMDAMAN KO.
Yeah i know that i dont have the right and im not in the position to feel that.
KAso mapipigilan mo ba?

Ito ngayun anf isyu,
una
bakit ako nagseselos kung tanggap ko na estado namin?
pangalawa
mahid ba sya para hindi maramdaman na nagseselos ako?
pangatlo
intensyun nya ba na pagseosin ako?
pang apat
kung sinasadya nya na pagselosin ako, bakit nya yun ginagawa?
panglima
Nagiilusyon lang ba ako?
pang anim at ang pinakamahalagang tanung sa lahat...

ANU GAGAWIN KO?

hay buhay.

Pag may bisita sya nagseselos ako .
Di ko maiwasan na magisip ng hindi maganda.

i tend to be unfair to some things which are already beyond my control.

Thank God I have my diversions.

Yeah dont worry i know what will you say AND DEFINITELY I KNOW WHAT TO DO.

JUST TRUST ME WITH THIS.